Fear:
We are all afraid of things, personally I am afraid of heights. I am afraid of the future. I can be afraid of relationships.
I have recently felt called to try to become friends with, and be a should for someone. From what I can tell about this person they are afraid too...of people leaving, of being left, of the future. I think that people need someone to talk to. Always.
Throughout my life I have been raised in a Christian family, and we can change our fear into hope. We have a true hope, a hope in Christ. And even though people can take everything from me I will not be afraid, for God it with me.
My fears now, are earthly. But I can overcome every single one of my fears with God on my side. I don't know why I am writing this, but it just bounced into my head.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
Snow
I thought that blogging would be good for me. It gives me another chance to write, to tell, to be.
It is snowing today, I am rather suprised, this is already the fourth snow of the year. My day is unproductive, I have spent most of it next to window, glaring out to the white covered yard, or sitting here, at the computer.
I wonder what the next few weeks will bring me? I love suprises, but disappointment accompanies most of them.
Last night I only slept about 4 hours, I had trouble shutting my mind off as normal. I sit in the dark, listening to music, thinking. I wish I could run outside and lay under a sky full of stars, but then I remember that it isn't how it used to be. This is now. Now is close enough to a city for the stars not to shine at their full capacity. Now has too many responsiblities, too many problems and issues. And I remember there is no escaping now. I have to stand up and push on, God grants to strenght to keep moving, and when I have no hope, he comforts me. That is what I thought last night.
Schoolwork calls, this weekend will be crazy enough, with Drivers Ed., A meeting with a group of fellow students from history, and leaving town, there is no room to not have everything accomplished.
It is snowing today, I am rather suprised, this is already the fourth snow of the year. My day is unproductive, I have spent most of it next to window, glaring out to the white covered yard, or sitting here, at the computer.
I wonder what the next few weeks will bring me? I love suprises, but disappointment accompanies most of them.
Last night I only slept about 4 hours, I had trouble shutting my mind off as normal. I sit in the dark, listening to music, thinking. I wish I could run outside and lay under a sky full of stars, but then I remember that it isn't how it used to be. This is now. Now is close enough to a city for the stars not to shine at their full capacity. Now has too many responsiblities, too many problems and issues. And I remember there is no escaping now. I have to stand up and push on, God grants to strenght to keep moving, and when I have no hope, he comforts me. That is what I thought last night.
Schoolwork calls, this weekend will be crazy enough, with Drivers Ed., A meeting with a group of fellow students from history, and leaving town, there is no room to not have everything accomplished.
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